Happy belated birthday, Mars! I’ve
made this writing three days before your birthday, actually. But I have
something to do yesterday, so I can’t post it to my blog punctually. So sorry
for not congratulate you via text message also.
Someone said that become maturer is not something which need ‘celebration’,
full of laughter, cake, or gift. But if I said so, I know you will certainly
laugh at me because I’ve ever cried in front of you, on my previous birthday,
because none of my best were there to celebrate mine. Yes I felt really bad and
I don’t know why out of the blue I cried, a lot. Yes, I admit it and yes, you
are the only one who saw me cried. You know how hard it is for me to admit the
fact that I am crying in front of somebody, right? Hgg, that is not my type at all. I just can’t hold it anymore. Knowing the fact that I am no longer have “him”
on my side and I still tried my hard to move on making me felt that I am so
pitiable. No closefriend no bestfriend. You certainly know how it feels now,
right? :)
And the fact that we have broken
up will really makes anything gloomy, I bet. We missed all the memories, we
compared, and we regret why it didn’t happen again.
I can’t imagine how nasty my mind was. But you know what? It turned out
into my best birthday ever. I got a series of celebration from my bests, altough I don’t have any boyfriend
beside me, again (to be honest, that is my first time not having a boyfriend on
my birthday. So maybe I am shocked haha). We never know what our God has planed
for us. We never know and now I regret I ever thought so. The fact that my
gloomy mind turned into my best memories is the greatest present that God has
given to me. And I know you will got the same. I am sure.
Oiya, to be honest I don’t really like the time when you call me “Nis”. Because
every time you call me on that way, there must be something wrong with you. Always.
And I hate it hgg. But because it is your big day, I’ll forgive you.
Okay once again, Happy Birthday! Finally you’ve been 20 years old haha. I
wish you bunch of luck, more maturer as ‘she’ said haha. In shaa Allah I'll always pray the best for you. I know you can pass
all of these things. Cupu lau kalau masih sedih!
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